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This Is Our Sky by Euphoric--Sin This Is Our Sky :iconeuphoric--sin:Euphoric--Sin 1 8 IMPERFECTION by Euphoric--Sin IMPERFECTION :iconeuphoric--sin:Euphoric--Sin 2 6 'Mine...' by Euphoric--Sin 'Mine...' :iconeuphoric--sin:Euphoric--Sin 3 3 Cats Are Awesome by Euphoric--Sin Cats Are Awesome :iconeuphoric--sin:Euphoric--Sin 2 8 Natalia's Red Ribbon by Euphoric--Sin Natalia's Red Ribbon :iconeuphoric--sin:Euphoric--Sin 4 4 Coloring Practice Two by Euphoric--Sin Coloring Practice Two :iconeuphoric--sin:Euphoric--Sin 18 1
Water and Blood
    The water is frigid around me, causing goose bumps all over my skin. I’m so cold now I can’t feel anything, and my only thought is what it would be like to throw myself forward into the water and never come up. I want to drown now that you’re gone.
    Reflecting in the still water is the dark sky above--clouds completely obscuring what could have been a bright afternoon. But this day…is the day I finally make amends to myself. I take a few steps more into deeper water, so that it passes my waist. I stare to the other side of the lake, knowing that I will never reach the other side; I don’t want to.
    I love you so much, but you always slip away before I have a chance to hold on. I’m alone here without you, I can’t feel anything right anymore. Tears are rolling down my cheeks, the only warmth in my vicinity. How long have I been in the water?
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Coloring Practice by Euphoric--Sin Coloring Practice :iconeuphoric--sin:Euphoric--Sin 8 3
Where Are You?
    The sky’s frozen tears float down around me. Each of the flakes distinctly different, each as unique as the next; their only similarity: the quest towards the ground.
    Surrounding me, the echoing stillness of winter… that frigid not-quite-silence that rips into my soul when I find myself alone. Winter is always the harshest season for you. Alone in the freezing conditions, I want to be by your side, so you don’t have to be by yourself.
    After so long, you never once returned my love. I chase and chase, but it only drives you farther from me. Where have I gone wrong? Can I change to make things right?
    I stumble forward, the cold biting into the skin on my face--trying to eat my flesh alive. It seems impossible to breathe here. It’s so cold…so cold… my eyes are watering from it, stinging. Where are you?
    I’m blind in the gloom of t
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Render Me... by Euphoric--Sin Render Me... :iconeuphoric--sin:Euphoric--Sin 2 6 dA ID by Euphoric--Sin dA ID :iconeuphoric--sin:Euphoric--Sin 1 2 Rhode Camelot by Euphoric--Sin Rhode Camelot :iconeuphoric--sin:Euphoric--Sin 1 6 'The Note Fell Silent' by Euphoric--Sin 'The Note Fell Silent' :iconeuphoric--sin:Euphoric--Sin 14 2


Kismesitude Panties by Adoxographist
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MSPA: tumblrdump by mesitka MSPA: tumblrdump :iconmesitka:mesitka 424 62 Delicious Cow Meats by Squidbiscuit Delicious Cow Meats :iconsquidbiscuit:Squidbiscuit 448 76 dead space by Apofiss dead space :iconapofiss:Apofiss 10,455 778 My WaLoli 1 by Yaeka My WaLoli 1 :iconyaeka:Yaeka 10 5 Summer dress for Italy by HelenaDoll Summer dress for Italy :iconhelenadoll:HelenaDoll 7 6 Summer Ballgown by dragonariaes Summer Ballgown :icondragonariaes:dragonariaes 113 66 Summer Dress v.2 by ChiBi-Von-Uber-Kuhl Summer Dress v.2 :iconchibi-von-uber-kuhl:ChiBi-Von-Uber-Kuhl 18 20 Summer Dress v.1 by ChiBi-Von-Uber-Kuhl Summer Dress v.1 :iconchibi-von-uber-kuhl:ChiBi-Von-Uber-Kuhl 14 12 Queen Elizabeth I, the third.. by Noergli Queen Elizabeth I, the third.. :iconnoergli:Noergli 178 33 Desmond Shimeji by ippiki-kurokami Desmond Shimeji :iconippiki-kurokami:ippiki-kurokami 186 61 Little House on the Prairie by Kumagorochan Little House on the Prairie :iconkumagorochan:Kumagorochan 431 79 Going Somewhere by fox-orian Going Somewhere :iconfox-orian:fox-orian 4,552 244 character Sheet: Skye by AishaxNekox character Sheet: Skye :iconaishaxnekox:AishaxNekox 3,721 558 Distant Glimmer by KasaPUPPY Distant Glimmer :iconkasapuppy:KasaPUPPY 84 18




Secretly, I hate you.
Don't live regretting the past, it will only make the future more terrible to bear.
The world cracks and explodes
A million silver pieces soar
Remnants of my failed existence
And the memories I abhor;

There is nothing inside of me
Except a heart composed of lead
Each day the weight grows within
And expands my feeling of dread;

I can’t remember being happy
I don’t think I was ever loved
My emotions have begun to falter
As I fall from whence I was shoved;

Each second that sluggishly passes
Is another that I will come to hate
To survive this long in agony
When will everything finally abate?

The time of hope has drawn to a close
My body can no longer take any more
I have fallen to the edge of my sanity
All that’s left now is to open wide the door.


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NaiveSpaceman Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2011  Student Digital Artist
Not sure if you still come on here but I'd like to start paling around with you again and I added you on Skype. :3 My Yahoo account died on me for some reason.
dragonariaes Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2011  Professional General Artist
Thanks for the fav! :iconiamhappyplz:
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emmlingen Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2011
Have a llama :llama:
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ippiki-kurokami Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav! =D
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KirielAmaris Featured By Owner Jan 10, 2011
I love you.
I felt like putting it on your page on dA too. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
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Chin-Chin-Chin Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2010
Thankyou for the watch~!
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Cas-Productions Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2010
Thank you so much for the watch, it is much appreciated =)
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Intelman Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2010  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for watching ^_^

But does that "Secretly, I hate you." actually means soemthing between you and me? :rofl:
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emmlingen Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2010
I am stalking you back noooow~~ >:3
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NaiveSpaceman Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2010  Student Digital Artist
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